Friendship

Hey. Sorry for not posting so long, i juz had a big fight with my frens. To be honest for wat i did is a stupid thing to do. Accusing someone for the things that they didn't do is not right, my life now is screwing up because i juz can't stop thinkin abt the friendship we gone through, being friends with u all means more than anything to me. Why can we juz sit down and talk like those time. i really know my mistake i learned from it. Because of this i lost all of you , i had not been sleeping for 2 days straight juz been thinking how can i solve this mistake that i made. End year exam is coming but yet i can't concentrate on my studys,  Ice hockey training i juz can't concentrate. Must this friendship end like this. I thought human make mistake and i think this is one of the biggest i made. I really want a second chance, i won't know whether will it happen to me it is up to you guys. You are the judge i am juz the guilty want. Many ppl ask me to forget abt it but i can't cause there is juz too much memories when i am wit u all. I have lost 3 pet sis and one pet bro, is that wat i want i always ask myself. I do not want it, i been suffering days and days so that i can say sorry to you all. Hearing one of my pet sis cry is like I had torn my own heart, is something that we do not want to hear. i been a bad bro can't even take care of my sis. i know i am dumb and stupid of being in a second last class. you guys been motivating me to study and i really want to continue. Please i beg u for a second chance that is all i need... Without talking to u all is like worst then dying, so give me a chance pls

Mei mei birthday

Happy birthday mei!! i am happy that u like the present, it was worth it to not go to school just to celebrate ur birthday and i am very happy that u invited me. Anywayz for the readers we went to curve to celebrate my pet sis birthday. I went there around 11.00 am with Thomas and we went and cut hair, after that we went to secret recipe to meet up with the birthday girl, wanyee and hui xian. after meeting up wit them we went and eat lunch at Kim Gary. Ck and Jia Wen didn't join us cause they were busy preparing for the surprise in red box, when we were done eating we went to Red Box for the surprise. She was very happy that they plan all of this for her birthday, as long as she is happy i am happy. although her bf can't come but she had fun and then i went back wit thomas after everything was over, i am sorry mei for writing so short. i juz can't stop thinking of her forgive me. Happy belated birthday mei, no nid to thank me for the present is juz a little gift, my real gift to you is me, i will protect and take care of u until i die. although if i got to sacrifice my life for u also i will. take care mei...