I juz want to be with you

Hey. i just watched 2012 juz not long ago, and after i watch that show it make me realise something. The world can end anytime soon and all i want to do before i die is to be together wit M(you know who you are) .. she is someone that i really love although i had couple with a girl before but it just not the right person, M always make me happy and everytime i hear her giggle or laughter i feel very happy. I really can't stop thinking about her she is like my heart, she keep me going wit life and she looks very pretty. Although there is many competition to get her i won't let go because i don't want to let go someone that i love so easily. I just want to know that no matter wat happen to you i am the first in line to help you. nothing can break my love for you, i know that i can't be as good looking then other guys but nothing is gonna stop me. if i had to cross all the difficult paths wit someone it will be you. All i want is you and there is nothing more that i can ask, you fulfill everything in my life. Even money don't matter to me anymore i dun care if you are poor or anything. I really hope u will accept my love and let god decide whether we are made for each other anot. and u know how much you mean to me. You are my everything.. I LOVE YOU

Friendship

Hey. Sorry for not posting so long, i juz had a big fight with my frens. To be honest for wat i did is a stupid thing to do. Accusing someone for the things that they didn't do is not right, my life now is screwing up because i juz can't stop thinkin abt the friendship we gone through, being friends with u all means more than anything to me. Why can we juz sit down and talk like those time. i really know my mistake i learned from it. Because of this i lost all of you , i had not been sleeping for 2 days straight juz been thinking how can i solve this mistake that i made. End year exam is coming but yet i can't concentrate on my studys,  Ice hockey training i juz can't concentrate. Must this friendship end like this. I thought human make mistake and i think this is one of the biggest i made. I really want a second chance, i won't know whether will it happen to me it is up to you guys. You are the judge i am juz the guilty want. Many ppl ask me to forget abt it but i can't cause there is juz too much memories when i am wit u all. I have lost 3 pet sis and one pet bro, is that wat i want i always ask myself. I do not want it, i been suffering days and days so that i can say sorry to you all. Hearing one of my pet sis cry is like I had torn my own heart, is something that we do not want to hear. i been a bad bro can't even take care of my sis. i know i am dumb and stupid of being in a second last class. you guys been motivating me to study and i really want to continue. Please i beg u for a second chance that is all i need... Without talking to u all is like worst then dying, so give me a chance pls

Mei mei birthday

Happy birthday mei!! i am happy that u like the present, it was worth it to not go to school just to celebrate ur birthday and i am very happy that u invited me. Anywayz for the readers we went to curve to celebrate my pet sis birthday. I went there around 11.00 am with Thomas and we went and cut hair, after that we went to secret recipe to meet up with the birthday girl, wanyee and hui xian. after meeting up wit them we went and eat lunch at Kim Gary. Ck and Jia Wen didn't join us cause they were busy preparing for the surprise in red box, when we were done eating we went to Red Box for the surprise. She was very happy that they plan all of this for her birthday, as long as she is happy i am happy. although her bf can't come but she had fun and then i went back wit thomas after everything was over, i am sorry mei for writing so short. i juz can't stop thinking of her forgive me. Happy belated birthday mei, no nid to thank me for the present is juz a little gift, my real gift to you is me, i will protect and take care of u until i die. although if i got to sacrifice my life for u also i will. take care mei...

Why...

Hey today was a kinda sad day for me, because my pet sis cried in class because of someone. I really thought that he is different from the other boys but i guess maybe u are not, i was happy that she was wit you because i feel that she is very happy to be with you. After she is wit you , i realise that she is always happy and always thinking of u and taking u as her motivation to continue her life. You are everything to her, i really believe in you for giving her a better life and not hurting her at all. Anywayz there is alot if thing in my mind now.. So if i was in ur shoe i will juz appreciate all the things that i am doing wit her and not hurting her at all, and a girl is someone that we should love and protect with every second, minute or hour of our life. Although she is my pet sis but she is someone that can tell me wat to do, comfort me and alwayz making me laugh no matter i am sad or angry, she have many ways to make everyone happy. So juz appreciate it, I really believe in you that u can give her happiness, So juz help me ok as a fren. Always cheer her up ok. I don't want to see her cry anymore because everytime she does that i feel that i am a useless idiot that can't do anything to comfort the her and my heart will feel pain because she is like part of my family. Anywayzz thats all is up to you to decide wat to do from here, pls do not be mistaken all this are juz advice by me if anything juz find me ok it has nothing to do with her

ice hockey

Hey!! I was so bored so i decided to blog, anywayzz i went sunway pyramid today to practice skating so that i get more stamina when i play ice hockey because i am a attacker in ice hockey. So i woke up at 9 am and ate breakfast wit my parents. I was surprise that there was so many ppl in sunway pyramid i expected them to balik kampung alredi. I had a match wit another team last week and i was happy cause we won. hehe. I was so malu because my leg cramp when i was skating halfway. So someone came and help me up, i bought new ice skating shoe and padding, after that i went futsal wit timmy and my ex was there so i juz play and didn't even care abt her. after that i came back and i am them tired now. here are the pics

Friday 18/9/09

Today i woke up at 7.30 in the morning because got football match. Then i stoned for awhile until 8.05 am, started walking to the field and start wearing my football boots and socks. The match started at 8.30 am, the field was super duper wet and i was goalkeeper for newbie fc. We lost 2-5 and i was happy that newbie did their best and i really tried to do my best also. i was very impressed that CK scored 3 goals and ian score 2 goal. Definitely i am very happy for Thomas because he controlled the defender line, he is really good and his kick are just marvellous like drinking a hot chocolate on a winter day. I was all muddy after the match because CK make me dive in the mud for two ball. So after the match me, Ck, Thomas and Ian plan to go makan at new grand view. but then i was covered wit mud, so Ck and me went back to my house to shower while Ian went home wit thomas to shower too. After we showered, i drove to Thomas hse to sent the 2 carton of beer to him. then i let CK learn how to drive but he was very good as a first timer. After we sent the beer we drop the car home and walk to thomas house to go makan together. When we arrived at the makan place we staright away order our food, Me n thomas ordered Big bowl of Curry mee, Ck ate char kuey teow and ian ate Fishball noodle. We lepak until 2 pm we went back, but CK went to thomas hse to wait for his mum and i went back home. when i arrive home i chit chat wit my dad for awhile then when i enter my room n on the fan then i lie on my bed and slept until 6.30 pm. When i woke up i watch movie wit my dad on Astro 'The New Guy' is a nice show, is a bout a nerd transform into a cool guy in another school and become super famous. Then i dota wit thomas and Jia wen at 8.30pm until 10.00 pm. Then i makan dinner while talking to my elder sister. After makan i came back online and talk to thomas, wanyee and CK on skype. And blog this things lor. hehe that's all for today. here are the pics...

Saturday 12/9/2009

hey readers!!! Today is a special day to my grandma and my elder sis. So before i tell u the special day let me tell u wat did i do the whole day. I woke up at 10 am and was expecting to go to thomas hse cause Ck was suppose to come but he didn't. So I waited for my dad to wake up to take for breakfast and i ate prawn mee. Then i went home and skype wit thomas while playing dota, until 2.30 pm then we have matrix football training at 3 pm till 5.30pm. After that came back and shower and get ready for dinner... I bet u been waiting to know wat is the special day.. it is my sis and grandma birthday. we went to lala chong at kayu ara to eat.. So we arrived there around 8.30 pm and dinner started already. There was freaking alot of food on the table until we need to faster eat so that got space for the other food. It was them filling that night i think i grew fatter hehe. Anywayz that night i was allowed to drink liquor, so i tried everything which is Absolut Vodka, Port, and Highland Park. I was so high until i almost dance in a restaurant. I played wit my little cousin. he is juz so adorable.. then it was time to cut the cake, my sis and grandma was so happy cause this year each of them got two cake. We sing a birthday song and then the candle was blown and is time to eat cake. I was like the first in line to take the cake make me so greedy. We stayed at LaLa Chong until they close shop and then we went home and sleep. So here are the pics that i took from the birthday